Have you ever thought about.. death calls upon you? #Part 1

Assalamu'alaikum & salam sejahtera.

Di sini saya ingin berkongsi tentang pengalaman saya ketika mengalami kemalangan jalan raya di kawasan perumahan berdekatan dengan UiTM Seri Iskandar, Perak.


22 November 2011,
6.00p.m.,
My room.

Michan: Awang, jom laaa... teman aku makan. Lapar gila sudah ni. Kau asyik buat kerja design je, tak penat ke?
Me: Aku diet la Michan. Kan da gemuk sekarang =..=
Michan: Jom la.. aritu kau ajak makan di KFC, aku teman je. Sekarang teman la aku pula..
Me: Nak makan kat mana? Aku tak nak jauh2.. umm.. Madina?
Michan: Madina pun boleh la.
Me: Hmmm yelah2. Kejap, nak tukar baju.

-Outside-

Me: Michan, kau gerak la dulu. Aku nak panaskan enjin kejap.
Michan: Ok.

*memakai helmet

Me: Pojon, nak join pi makan tak?
Pojon: Eh takpe2.

*saya mengangguk kepala

I was riding my motorcycle when suddenly a kid came out of nowhere rushing in front of me on her bicycle. I braked hard, tried to move my bike away to the right, but she mirrored my movements. We collided.

I flew. Seriously I flew. Felt like Superman for about 3 seconds until I fell to the ground with a 'crack' sound & roll over for about 2-3 meters..
Thank god I wear a helmet. Otherwise my head skull would've probably cracked. The collision pushed out all the breath inside my lungs. I felt like dying..

After I stopped rolling, lay flat on my back, I looked up at the dark cloudy sky. Raining lightly..
Waktu inilah terfikir tentang banyak perkara.

I kept thinking about Allah.. sambil mengucap dua kalimah syahadah tanpa henti.. terfikir tentang malaikat maut yang mungkin telah datang untuk mencabut nyawaku..

"Maybe my time has come.." I thought myself. Maybe it's time for me to go..
Mengucap syahadah, sambil teringat semua yang tersayang..

Mak..
Ayah..
Kakak..
Adik-adik..
Cousins..
Friends..
Her.

My sight starts blurring.. then my I eyes can only see a white vision.

-I fainted-

I fainted for... I don't know how long it was. But when I woke up, I saw many people around me. I saw Pojon calling for help. I saw Michan talking to me, but I can't seem to recall what he said. I looked for the kid, but the place where she lies was too crowded, so I can't see her. I looked at my motorcycle, damaged.

I tried to get up, but I can't. My legs felt so weak. Tried to reach my phone, but my arms are weak too. Plus, I can't feel my left arm. Then I told Pojon to help me take my phone out. After he gave me my phone, I called my mom, told her what happened.

To be continued..